In January of this year, my dad underwent a major surgery to remove a brain tumor. If ever I saw a valley of the shadow of death, that's it. The uncertainty leading up to it, the recognition of the seriousness of the surgery itself, and the incredible journey of recovery we are still walking.
The tumor was about the size of a golf ball, compressing his brain stem, and beginning to severely affect everything from his ability to balance, to speak, to swallow, and even to stay awake. Praise God, it was not cancerous, but it certainly wasn’t benign. It was also in the most complicated and hard-to-reach part of his brain.
An extraordinary team of surgeons, 2 major procedures, and 23 hours of surgery later…the lead neurosurgeon used the word “elegant” to describe the outcome. I’ll never forget that. He said he couldn’t be happier with what he had seen and experienced in the operating room. Actually, after seeing the post-op MRIs and observing just how much the tumor had worked itself into the critical parts of my dad’s brain, he was surprised my dad had been functioning at all. (That’s my dad for you, stubborn and resilient).
All of that sounds really great. And it is. So where does Psalm 23 come into the mix? After the surgery, it took my dad almost a month to wake up. That first month in the Surgical Intensive Care Unit, when things were more touch and go than anyone really wanted to admit...there was Psalm 23. Reminding me that He is with me. He restores. He comforts. He promised goodness and mercy. I will fear no evil.
...more about that first month tomorrow.
Hi Regina! So sorry to hear of your father's and family's ordeal, but am looking forward to reading the blessings/lessons that sprung from it (so glad that you are sharing them with us). May God bless you and yours with many more blessings, Bess
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